229AM rant

Ive been sleeping late like really late despite my body being extremely tired by 12 am because the gedikness in me plays with my phone sampai I feel like its 3AM then only I’m like “Oh, sleep time!” On another note, I just wanna say that I think I’m done customizing my public blog so Idk when I’ll launch it (wahh launch, sis :P). I’ve been writing since my tough days in TGB and I’ve never stopped but the public blog is intended to be.. something positive and will help build myself so hm dk how that one will go yet. On another note, I love love LOVE this blog like, it’s so sentimental to me so wow dk la about blogs ni camna. On another note, I am actually freaking out about my health lollll cause I am constantly tired even though I get 7 hours of sleep everyday (like very very penat) I neeeeeed to see a doctor real soon about so many things but am I making time??? Lolol a gorl got no time for d doc but a gorl got time for Sephora every weekend??? Lol.

2.26 AM and I just wanna say thank you, ya Allah sebab sebenarnya I am still so so blessed in many ways despite all that isn’t going well in my life at the moment. And thank you ya Allah sebab hantar Wazeef untuk teman I. Also, a few people have been asking me how I’ve been and I’ve been so appreciative of that sebab honestly, takda siapa tanya about how I’ve been when the truth is I’ve been struggling on my own in silence so if you ever read this, hello thank you. But don’t worry, Wazeef keeps me occupied and happy that it feels manageable, aah so nice not having to go through everything on my own :”(. And thank you for asking, I wanted someone to ask.