I know for a fact that marriage, raising a child, and building a family are no easy thing to do. These past few days I guess I've been watching too much of insta kids videos and how good some mothers are that I have been.. in tears. Lol.

I wonder why is it that parenthood sucks and seems like sUCH a burden to some people while for some others, it feels like the greatest gift in life God has ever granted them. And how is it for some people, love and saying "I love you" or lovey-dovey expressive stuff in the family are not really a priority but for some, it's so, so important.

I know I don't get to comment or judge anyone's parenting but I gotta be honest that I still have my own opinions but as I said, I know I don't have the rights to say a word for I have never been a mother myself.

Huaargh, God knows how much I really, reaaaaally want to be a mother someday and when I do, I pray that Allah will guide me to be a good one. Amiin.

Haha bye.