Monday, 5 November 2018

fuckin’ okay

Some things you really want from some people but some things you can’t just make them give to you. 

Like you can’t make someone proud of you or show that they actually are. Or how you can’t make someone care for you no matter what actually bonds you both in this world. Or how you can’t make people realize that you actually deserve more if they don’t think you do. Or they don’t think they wanna give to you.

But I guess that’s okay, I guess.

Maybe “that’s okay” is my coping mechanism but even so, that’s okay.

If they can’t give it to me or if I can’t make them do things I want from them, I should be the one to say fuck it and walk the fuck away. They don’t deserve me so I’m not gonna save you some space in my heart. Or my time. Or my effort. Or my energy.


And if that’s fine with you, it should be fine with me, too.

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