healing

My iPhone's Notes app is filled with so many writings I never got to finish; I never got to interpret what I truly feel or think these days into words but so so many times, God let me find ease in saying it all in my prayers, or talking it out to my friends about it.

I have recently realized that I had taken a lot of wrong steps in my life previously and as I am in this process of healing, shifting everything to myself, so many times I have failed (aka I would always get demotivated again and would have to call someone to knock some sense into me again) but I have been wanting to say this:

I thank Allah so so much for these past few months where I have truly been feeling blessed in the company of good friends.

I am blessed feeling that I always get to tell someone when it gets too much at a point, and then I will get back up again. And if I fall again, I am thankful that I always get to talk it out..

in my prayers, or to other people who are there for me.

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At this very moment, I find peace in knowing that I do not have to say it all in one writing entry, or to make sure I get to post it here, or that certain people someday know some things.

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Allah swt definitely knows it all,

and that should suffice.

That does suffice.