All this rage inside of me that I probably never even knew exactly of;
just how much had I bottled all this in and now it's surfacing and.. I'm about to explode.
Or is this just arrogance?
Because I am now about to be able to walk or run or even drive this journey on my own--
so I don't need you. Not anymore.
I am angry at the fact that you could have given more but you held them all in just because you are the way you are.
And while you're always able to use this card against me and all of us,
you forced us all into thinking that you weren't questionable,
NO ONE should ever be allowed to have an opinion that clashes with yours.
I am angry for all those years I took in all your harsh words, mean comments and anything and everything YOU deemed right.. while you left me no space to tell you how I feel. To at least be able to sit and discuss, and to find our common ground.
Hate is a strong word and it's not a word I should just throw around so easily but really,
do I hate you now,
or am I just angry?
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