maybe for quite a long time i tried so hard to make a point to God till I may have forgotten where I truly stand in this world, where I truly stand before the Lord of the world..

- I am a mere servant.

Maybe I have been too stubborn with what I truly want that I never truly wanted to give it all up when at the end of it all, maybe, just maybe.. if I could learn to trust God and to trust the process just a little bit more.. maybe a better reward awaits.

Haven't I lost it all already now- what's there to hold onto anymore?

Set it all free,
let it all go.

Trust the process,
trust where God brings you.