God chose for me

tonight in my prayers i was hit with the realization of how Allah has chosen for me and how I had always been satisfied by His choices, and looking back, I never truly saw them coming before they came and reached me.

Allah chose SAB for me when I prayed so, so, hard to be accepted into Seri Puteri Cyberjaya and was sad over it for at least the first half of my first year in high school. It turned out that my years in SAB were my golden years and I made the best of friends I still get to treasure till today.

Allah chose TGB for me when I so badly wished I could stay in SAB with my friends, which got me away from being at home and helped me build myself and the way I bring myself among my people, literally.

Allah chose Vanderbilt in the US for me when I truly had no idea or wish on going anywhere after SPM, which will forever remain as among my greatest memories/opportunities in my life and for majorly, I met W here which had literally gave a huge meaning and impacted my life on a grand scale.

And quite recently last year, as I made continuous prayers to God and again, not knowing where I wanted to go, Allah chose Schlumberger for me; the company many could only dream to work for, which also turned out to be the place where I met people whom I loved being around and loved my company.

Never have Allah given me any less than what my heart desired so I may not be in my best state at the moment, but I have faith in the power of du'a and in the power of Allah swt who is Al-Kareem; the Most Generous, and Al-Hakeem; the Wise one.

May Allah swt have mercy on us and keep choosing for us, and making us happy with all that He chooses for us.

I always tell God of what I truly desire, even if I have no idea on how to make it happen/correct it in the way I would be happy with it but I always assure myself and say in my prayers that

"This is what I truly hope for but ya Allah, I don't know what You know and above it all, I want what You think is best for me and make me happy with your decree. But please ya Allah, this is what I want. Make it right ya Allah, if it's good for me."

And in shaa Allah, percayalah yang whatever that is meant for you, will always reach you. Ada banyak benda yang kita tak tahu tapi Allah tahu, jadi husnudzon dengan Allah. Mungkin Allah sedang menjaga kita :) But make prayers for all that you want;

Doa boleh mengubah takdir. Kuasa Allah takda batas.