my work ramble part 1

My last few days have been chaotic, really, and I should be sleeping early tonight but let. me. write. this. now.

HAHA.

For a moment, I did have my times where I doubted if I actually made the right decision of leaving CapG for Slum, as I ended up jobless for a few months because of that decision I made whereby had I not left, I would probably have earned… 12k at least?? lol But thank goodness for my girlies that kept me in check and reminded me of how it wasn’t a wrong decision at all, Slum was really a better company for me at that time and it was like, being handed your dream offer; how could one turn it down, right?

And now, what are the odds…. 

and who would’ve known…

I am currently working with a local consulting firm that specializes in project management ((what I like)), which ended up working on the SAME project CapG is working on :-) HAHAHA. 

And here’s the catch; 

CapG is doing.. really.. awful in it.. and I am on the side of the people who actually are assigned to monitor the quality of their work. I just cant imagine if later on I actually end up seeing them in person again HAHA cause the last thing they knew about me was the fact that I left their firm to join the mighty big blue and then EH, kat *NB gak aku perginya xD

Ok anyway, aside from that funny fate,

I think I really have been blessed in my career journey so far. I secured a job in the midst of a pandemic, in a firm that works on the scope that piques my interest, and I got to work in a significant project alongside very experienced people. At this point, I kinda feel like I wouldn’t have minded to stay but my Cameron offer still stands (in shaa Allah) and… isn’t it my dream to join the big blue now? And Slum defo pays better and has better package……

What to decide now…

Ya Allah, if being with Slum is good for me, please ease the path for me.

If being with Slum may not be the best for me, make it the best for me and if that still won’t work, grant me something even better.

—There, I just NEEDED to finally write on this.—