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What is for sure is that I have been in this position many, many times before; of how I was left waiting and my patience was tested as I saw the people around me having the things I actually long for deep inside in my heart... and yet Allah swt, yang tak pernah menyalahi janjiNya, came through. 

Every. single. time.

To save me and provide for me.

This is not me doubting,

this is not me questioning,

and not even wanting what others have

because deep down, Allah knows better how I feel.

Allah knows better how much I believe that what is meant for me is only for me and is the best for me.

But how could it be wrong for a normal human being like me to say out what weighs heavy in her heart, right?

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I miss my Macbook, this is me writing with my work Dell and somehow it doesn't feel the same haha 

My Macbook has been with me through so many writings through my college years.. aaa i miss it a lot now.