hi again

 Hi.

Dah terlampau lama I tak menulis and I think no one comes here anymore.

Reading back everything I had written here, a lot of them made me.. cringe lol

I feel like I am a way different person now but in case you're wondering, dalam semua anugerah yang I ada, akhirnya di saat ini, Allah makbulkan doa aku tentang cinta.

Taklah sempurna what I have now, tapi sungguh, my husband is like the greatest gift Allah has given me;

From being a very independent woman who craved love, who felt like no one will ever has her back or be her safety net, to marrying a man who makes her feel like truly disayang, dan ditatang. 

"Dicinta penuh, sehalus dan seharusnya."

Other than that, I just have a mid-life crisis lol

I had the best job I could ever ask for in corporate, but also have been having this burning fire in me to START something of my own, like what I have always dreamed of. It just feels like I have lost a lot of the good qualities I used to have; very curious, very daring, very ambitious.. and became someone who's just.. so scared.

I had the best job in corporate I could ever ask for, but despite it all, I felt like if I were to resume the same path, I would be denying myself from what it is my heart has always sought. But that leap that I yearn and should be taking.. I am so scared. I don't think I have the courage yet, but WHEN will you ever?

Bye.