What's wrong with wanting the best?

From those dramas that I watch, instagram posts which I scroll everyday and sometimes even find myself coming back to them, I am kept having hopes and high expectations on my own love life. I hardly have one to say anything about right now, but I love watching people in love, they give me hope. Anyway, come to think of it, the expectations that I have on my love life are not all unrealistic/too high either, actually.  Long captions could be cliche, but I believe in most of them. Maybe because I am a sentimental person but it's just me to love seeing love. I always believe there's always another side of what people choose to show but nonetheless, I choose to believe in (some of) what they portray.

Sometimes I think I demand too much but I have come to realize that it's only because I'm probably expecting from the wrong people all these while. What is wrong with wanting a person you could completely be yourself with, happily? What is wrong with wanting a responsible man who could lead you, take care of you and help each other to achieve your together/individual goals? What is wrong with wanting a man who's immature at times but you're rest assured that he's stronger both physically and emotionally than you are so you could rely on him? Perempuan itu dipimpin, anyway, tapi bukan hanya menerima semata-mata. 

So tell me, what is wrong with wanting the best because you know you're willing to do a lot, too.

Chin up and keep praying. Your dreams may just be dreams right now, but darling, good things will come. Work for it. Ask Allah swt for it.