Growing up sucks. 

Growing up is scary.

As I grow up, I begin to learn that life is really tough and it really isn’t a place for those who are faint hearted.

Maybe it’s meant to be this way.

Maybe it’s meant to not be beautiful.

Or maybe, it’s up to me to maneuver it right.

But whatever it is, I just wanna say this.

No matter how tough or messed up my life may get in the future, I hope my children grow up with nothing but love. I hope they grow up not having to feel alone in going through things, I hope they never have to question my trust in them, and theirs in me.

I hope they will never feel so alone with their own thoughts, feelings and fears like I did,

because even if the whole world was to fail them,

I want to be there.

I hope my love will be enough to last them forever,

and I hope they get to feel it,

and never having to question it.