Do you know how it feels like to lose hope, completely, that wallah it pushes you to the end of wanting to do whatever it takes to either feel pain immensely so that you can focus on the physical pain instead, or to just take a short break of not feeling, and not thinking, even in your sleep.

Buat orang yang terpampang di mata kita that they have gone astray or that they are lost, it often feels so natural and way easier to judge them, or to tell them to change for the better. I can't speak on behalf of everyone but maybe some people do want to change but wallahi if you know how it feels like to lose hope, you would understand how hard it is for one to do what's best for themselves, despite knowing what is best for them.

Do you think that those people who have gone astray, tak kisah lah terpesong dari jalan agama atau just feel lost in their life, takda perasan muak dan nak berhenti from their current life?

Pastu manusia di sekeliling dengan mudahnya menghukum dan mengatakan discouraging remarks like "Tu la kau, tak ingat Tuhan. Bawa-bawalah ingat Tuhan." Kalaulah kau tahu berapa beruntungnya kau Tuhan izinkan pendirian kau teguh dan kukuh.

Maybe, for that very reason, pahala dan ganjaran Allah itu lebih besar untuk mereka yang kembali setelah tersalah langkah atau hilang dari mengutamakan Allah, dari untuk mereka yang senantiasa hatinya mengingati Allah.

Sumpah kadang rasa tak larat nak carry on,

terlalu buntu,

macam diri depan tembok.