who would have known that this is what is means by growing older lol

Mungkin one day when I have a new environment things will change,

and hopefully they change for the better.

Bila nervous or disturbed tu overwhelming sangat rasa nak pitam kadang.

Seksanya jadi orang macam ni,

suffer tapi takkan boleh cakap apa-apa,

seksanya ya Allah.

Pastu ada people who cant even understand or tolerate this kind of “sickness” just because they don’t believe in it,

pastu people who go “I suffer, too.”

Ya Allah,

kurniakan kesabaran.