berlapang dada

They always use the metaphor of how medicines are bitter when they talk about how you gotta go through some hurtful shit in your life just so you will be better at some point or just later on for a long long time in your life.

And I think that's true.

I still remember how for years, I prayed so much for something and still in the end, it still didn't turn out like how I wanted it to be. I wanted it so, so much, like I never wanted anything else more in my entire life.

But time has passed now, 

and my heart is utterly grateful having taught myself about how things always work out in the way *Allah* deems better for us. 

And that indeed, 

will always,

be,

the better case for us.

With all the challenging times I had been put in, trying to go through and just get by in life,

here I am now..

A person who's more.. berlapang dada,

with everything that flows in my life.

Whatever that doesn't work out,

my heart is at ease,

knowing that Allah itu Maha Tahu.

Percayakan sahaja.

Dalam Allah mengambil juga, itu sebenarnya suatu pemberian,

yang datang dari kasih sayang Ar-Rahman.

Kini aku lebih berlapang dada,

seyakin-yakinnya mahu percaya;

Semua yang ditakdirkan dan diciptakan untuk aku tak akan pernah terlepas dariku.

Maka tak akan aku paksa apa yang bukan Allah ciptakan untukku.