Having treasured a person so dearly only to lose in the end, and in the midst of all this mess I am in, God sent you and I’ve written too many appreciations for you.

But nonetheless, tonight I still want to write for you;

my most beloved.

Thank you for all the times you took away  my worries, and shared the burden of my heart.

I take you as you are for now,

and I hope this heart will be at ease with God,

to trust Him,

and all His plans.

I love you, zeef,

today, for sure.