When I first started my college life, things were different. I was a different person. The people that were super close to me were different people. 

I know things are always changing and no one can stop them. And I know that I have not been making efforts to keep anything going with anyone, really, for quite a while now. But there have always been a few people I trusted so much in the beginning that even if things are few gonna change at some point in our lives, which I know they are, I wanted them to always hold me close even in our distance. Like I do. Just because I do.

But that's the sad reality, isn't it? Who am I to make such demand or expectation from another being?

To the one I once called my "best friend",

It's sad that I don't feel like I could truly trust you anymore. What's more sad is the reason why I cannot anymore.