done

I know I have been seeking for validation from other people and I know I’ve been trying to find the reason behind it and put the blame on someone else.

I want so so much to be told that I have done well and that one is proud of me so tell me that you’re proud of me, tell me how I’ve been through so so much and to be able to have made it here is amazing of me.

Because I really have been through so so much, tell me I’m entitled but I really have made it so far and I have done so so much and no one can tell me that all I have done is merely a bare minimum.

Tell me that my pain and struggles were acknowledged and that this is a huge milestone.

Tell me so so much about it so that it suffices that I will never yearn no more from the people I know I can never be satisfied from.