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Maybe whatever pain it used to leave you with and all the good times you have to leave behind become the reason why you are being hindered from the whole forgiving thing you need.

But what if I tell you this-

Forgive because you need it for yourself.

Forgive because you need to heal.

Forgive because you need to be better.

Forgive because you can't bring your past with you anymore.

You don't have to forgive just because it's a noble thing to do. That should be the last reason for you to ever offer forgiveness to anyone for any case in your entire life.

Forgive and let the past go because you need it for yourself.

Letting the past go and everyone involved in it doesn't mean whatever shit you had to go through doesn't matter anymore.

It doesn't downplay what you had to go through,

your pain and whatever it made you do,

but letting the past go will only mean that you terima dengan ujian yang Tuhan kasi.

Dan sekarang you mahu teruskan hidup you,

berhenti terus terperuk dalam kisah lama yang dah jadi dah pun,

yang kau tak mampu ubah pun.

Ubah, Nurul Sakinah.

Sebab Tuhan takkan ubah selagi kau tak ubah apa yang dalam hati kau.