honestly ever since it all really ended and with all that came into my life and also kept going on in it, i have been feeling SO out of character and i'm so confused as to who and what i really am. It's like I am in a whole new process of getting used to a new person that I have to be and forsake what I knew of and was comfortable with but well, isn't life a continuous learning and adapting process, anyway?
I don't mind people making their judgements about me at this time where I kinda *do* know and feel like I really am not myself, but well of course sometimes it gets to me.. maybe just a lil bit. It's just, weird and foreign and uncomfortable having to start being close to more people and and opening up and letting people to learn you even if it's in the slightest bit--
it is all just..
SO,
FOREIGN,
to me.
But life is a continuous learning and adapting process and I am on my journey so wHEW,
a girl gotta chill and just enjoy the ride.
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