"Give it a chance"

I still go through my days telling myself "Sakinah, give it a chance." whenever it gets a teeny tiny bit of difficult. Well, more like new, or foreign-- unfamiliar.

I know it's not the same. I mean, how could it be the same?

This is not me expecting anyone else to fulfill me, or make me feel some kind of complete or whatever.

At the end of the day, all I want is this;

For me to always have most of myself and to choose myself. And to make better decisions, definitely.

This is new, and it is unfamiliar,

but Sakinah, 

you will give it a chance.