Adam for me

Adam yang sentiasa lembut tuturnya dengan aku,

Adam yang selalu make the time to see me because "I wanna see you, sayang",

Adam who'd always say "Noo sayang, why are you apologizing" if I apologize for the inconveniences he had to face to come see me ke apa,

Adam yang sangat responsible over his family members,

Adam yang very certain he wants a future with me,

Adam who thinks Sakinah is worth it,

Adam yang always looks at me in so much awe and goes "Sayang, cantiknya you how did I get so lucky" even when I have no make up on muka berminyak semua,

Adam yang trusts me and in me,

Adam who appreciates all that I had given him even though the reality is it wasn't much but he was always "You make me feel so much love, Sakinah. You make my heart feel so full."

Adam yang being with him never made me feel on the edge;

a love that was always tenang,

a love that was always assuring,

knowing that this person sayaaaaang Sakinah a lot.

Most of the things I said might be a bare minimum a guy should do for a girl,

but after all I had been through,

having met someone who's always so gentle and loving towards me,

someone who makes me feel like I'm worth it all,

someone who makes me feel so.. tenang and warm,

I am truly grateful for this encounter. 

I am grateful he came into my life in the exact time he did.

I don't do being so hopeful for the future anymore;

kalau ada, ada,

but nonetheless,

takkan pernah berubah how grateful I am to have met you,

fell in love with you,

chose you,

and shared what we could in that time.

You warm my heart, Adam S,

I am grateful for knowing you.