At this point, it’s certain to say I have had enough of being in a relationship/including another person in my life lol 

serik.

for now.

Adam has always been wonderful but I cannot bear going through the pain of having to part ways with someone you’ve chosen to love and commit to anymore. It makes me feel so sick and serik and drains out my energy and having to find the energy to get back up and fight the gravity that drags your heart down to the Earth core; 

exhausting.

Lol what a first post of 2021.