Saturday 19 March 2022

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Everytime I wanted to put it in words about how I truly feel about him, I wouldn’t seem to know the best way it would be.

I opened up my heart to someone who turned out to be my best fit; someone who’s a lot like me in many ways (if not in every way) if I were to exaggerate haha.

I used to fear my partner would grow tired of my company, but now I am with someone who loves having me around as much as I do him.

I used to be on the edge if I didn’t have many friends around me though my partner’s company for the major part of my life felt like almost all I would need in my life, but now I am with someone who loves having me around the most and yet still doesn’t forsake the relationships around him and never minds whether I have many friends or not, etc.

I used to feel like my partner wouldn’t like it if my messages would pop up in his phone, but today I am with someone who feels like his day is made on the very few days I decide to text him first in the morning.

It’s funny to think of how it took many convincings from my best friend for me to give this a proper shot like, “Keluar je la babe ya Allah keluar makan je pun???” // “Tengok ni, punya la elok, pandai, sesuai dgn ko, tapi ko plak tanak.” and a few months and dolak dalih from me last year with merepek2 excuses but today, my heart is most content that I met him, I gave him a chance, and I am here today with him.

I selalu rasa “Dia ni layan I baik sangat, sayang I, perangai sama dengan I.. why would I ever do anything to jeopardize what I have with him?”

Dengan izin Allah,
semoga inilah jodoh yang I selalu doakan.

In shaa Allah,
this is truly my prayers answered.
Semoga Allah dengar dan semoga Allah sentiasa menjaga.



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